SERIOUSLY, its already a week in school and its already done basically... gahd, i can't wait till i meet graduation day, i think thats why reality is coming so fast. LITERALLLY!
The first week is pretty chill, my first and fourth i kinda feel uncomfortable but i knew a few people but not so close to em.. then 2nd which is T.A. i like (: hahah MR JOE. then 3rd i like tooo cos i got my bestfriends there basically.. but one T.A.'s the class but i'll be there for a semester how sad :( then here comes 5th period of pre cal.. i mean its not easy but i somewhat do understand like i like trying my best it makes me feel smart and when people ask what do i have for 5th or what am i doing as homework i say "PRE CAL" just to sound smart (: honestly, i don't even know how i got to pre cal maybe i'm jus lucky that i jus pass every math with basic B+ or with a C. I'm pretty amazed myself. Like nothing isnt running through my mind right noow well not as much as alot before.. right now, things are going soo smooth i love it so much but sometimes it gets a little rough but thats what i call my life an interesting story, i think my life is full of it.. but it makes it more interesting. no, i'm not thinking of like drama i mean the things i've done and the things i've changed throughout being in highschool. I've changed like.. i remember i would dress in a EH i mean EH waaay but then that changed. I changed my physically apperance and kina mentally. I even remember how i used to hate smokers like with all my heart, but now its jus whatever to me, like i could care less well not less, jus don't do it too much yknow. in that case, when i chose a guy that does smoke which i already have, it doesn't really bother me, no guy isnt perfect and wouldnt say " OH I HAVEN'T SMOKED/DRINK" please one day or another it was gona come to anyone. NATURAL HIGH ON LIFE.
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i gotta make my myself a fuckin independent person. A strong ass girl.
thats what i really need to become, no more depending on mommy and daddy time for my own decisions.
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