moving on is the key and wished ive done since the past year now. everything from then was a complete blur, i hated it cried over it and said FUCK IT so many times and that i didn't know what i wanted i was so confused so fustrated how i let things jus GO or how things went withought shit fixed then, till he happened..since august i guess was something i didn't expect. he waas like the randomest guy ever, he went "STRAIGHT TO THE POINT" to get what he wants. he gave me his number right away, i swear i was like WTF! i guess. then he calls me or i called him and there was this one time when i was hungry over the summer when i was on the phone with him, he kept making fun of me cos i was loooking for foood in the frige and he kept saying" you keep eating everything from your pantry" i hated him for saying that, thanks for calling me fat, ass! then from that point on we grew into a gooodfriendship till he started have feelings for me and i thot i had a lil incy wincy crush on this nigggaface. but inever admitted it. through the fights and him trying to make me realized that i like him. hah it was going downhill from here, if you ever read the PAST BLOGS ive posted you'd see why things were so shakey for us.but we both grew up or i say i grew up and realize instead of being in denial, and i didn't think it would coome to a good outcome of this. by november i thought through things, he tried getting over me buut iguess i couldnt let go so i went back to him everytime he left. by december ive decided to think things through even moreeeeee. then i finally agree to come to a conclusion of being with him and try something new, he's basically the total opposite of me and im the opposite of him. for the past month everything was arguing fighthing blahblahblah i think it jus shows how much we neeed eachother comfort. yes, i was hardheaded and didn't listen to him at all, he's the KING OF PEERPRESSURE,trust he is. since now its out and eveeryone knows we've beeen much happier, well he is more lol since now. we both agreeed its weird now since eeveryone knows. ever since then or all through this ive been happy, yeaah ive gotten bag on cos of how he is and what he does and ALLLA that shindig, listen, he makes me happy thaas all it matters. i know what everyones thinking, think about it twice before coming to me and loook how happy i am now since lastyear.so don't even ask why him?! jus look at me and you'll see why. even though its been hard to see him and likee i don't do much he knows how much i like him. he's prolly not that typa guy i would go for but he changed my mind and all the talks from bestfriend to his bestfriend convinced me how good of a guy he is to a girl, they told me that he cared alot about me, and if things didn't go so well he would think careless about girls, and im about to change his mind about that. he's been a goodthing, he's been my goodthing he's been my baby and he's been a goodguy to me. he promised me that he wouldn't hurt me or regret this,since ive been hurt. push comes to shove, the outcome of this is gona be something interesting between me and him. telling me " igotchu" [: thanks fag for making me blush lol. things are what it is is what it is..
baby, literally youre the biggest ass ever, jus don't make me regret alla of this..
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