girls? bestfriends?

i thought bestfriends stay together through thick and thin? i thought they have eachothers back in no matter what situation? i thot this and that? like what happened to us?! what made us seperate? what made us change? i remember how things would be so good with us, what happened to the old US i know were going our seperate ways but i wana know if we would still come back to eachother by the end of the day..
but one of us REALLY did change her ways of our friendship, yeah ive been holding back becos i wanted to convince you but i guess it didnt work, i want to be there for you cos basically we have one another for eachother. ive been holding back on what i really have to say, but seriously i think its time for you to strt to realize, yeah i know its your choice but it doesnt mean a dumb one. youre really making a bitch move, on the real. i didn't want to say anything cos your bascially my bestfriend that i really trust in the beginning and i learned to love you more like a sister. ever since we have bad fights we would always have our ways to return to eachother... cos we're not stupid to drop eachother friendships the fact that we love eachother makes us strong, but really regretting us and putting boyfriend>girls? is that really your choice? OKAY but you know what if it bites you in the ass dont tell me im sorry cos i know your gona come around sooner or later, im jus thinking that you might be loosing friends that are more valuable then something else. it jus sucks how we have to point everything out, but you know... all we can do is be mad all we can do isyell but nothing really truly works. its hurting us but i havent said anything cos really I AM NEUTRAL about this but im also hurting inside, im always, im mean WE ARE ALWAYS THERE FOR EACHOTHER. i have not right to tell you what to do and how to live your life, im telling you whats best for you or AT LEAST be aware of what your doing.. i know you love him, but we dont like him, we get it, but we jus dont get how you would choose him over us. -__- its basically simple and implied very well too me when mariel pointed it out to me and eman and matt. dont think im stupid enough to let you do things and get away with it. i love you and i want my bestfriends back, pleasE?