bestfriends.

bestfriends come in and go, i rarely believe that cos my bestfriend come in and stay. im surprised on what i did, yes it was my mistake, disappoint towards you guys yeah i know. but why didn't you guys tell me earlier that you knew or kina knew what's going on. i was scared please understand that, i didn't want to disappoint you guys, remember saying "no more going back to nogales" blahblahblah... yeah trying to keeep that but really i didn't. usually bestfriends get mad through thick and thin but usually still stay around to give that company that you'll know that they wouldn't leave your side even tho theyre feircely mad at you. i understand but i want you to be understandable about where im coming from..

but the thing that kina blew me off guard "janelle seems different..i can't explain how" thaat really took me off. like i didn't know what to say. all three of us are going in seperate direction but usually we come to eachohter by the end of the day. i juuus don't do that anymore well its rare now.. maybe i did change ? is that bad? maybe it is. im waiting for both of you guys to know thaat i like to handle things by myself...
im jus waiting for you guys to come around....