thought it was me but it isnt

i actually never thought it was going to be someone that was hurting the most besides me, i thought i was the one giving the problems but in the case it wasn't always me. first time, ive talked my dad like that with him opening up and spilling his emotions was pretty different. yes, i cried because i knew that he was hurt, so i felt his pain. i finally understoood where we came from and wondered why he's like that to me. and i promised him that i shouldn't give up no matter what happens even thought it affects me but i promised him. to my daddy dearest, everything is going to be alright. our family is has been so disfucntion for awhile and no one can't fix it. none of us really tried. we're all hurt in different ways. we're all hardheaded,stubborn name it, were it.i love my family but i don't know why someone doesn't think about one anothers feeelings, my dad felt this way for a long time and i never knew. we really don't have that family oriented, i guess. but i know and i promie my dad i won't give up. i love my dad,he's one guy that i can always go, seriously even though i gave him so much shit.. i know he's going to be there (: