reminder

there's only a matter of reasons where i can start off with our relationship. i'm here to remind why i chose you and you chose to be with me. in the beginning of all this everything was perfectly fine, till everything started to fall apart, i try to fix it then you realize what you're doing. i don't try to fight anymore, but you continue. in the beginning of all this everything was great, we didn't have much to fight or fuss about, we were jus like HAY, we're only talking, but now we're in a relationship, things are up the level. like really high up the level where our relationship shouldn't be where everything has to be an issue to you. i don't make every issue unless they're really that reasonable to me and i should bring up to you. you find an issue everyday well most of the times. when you're having a bad day, i'm here to fix it don't take it out on me and start figthing with me. the reasons why you fight with me cause you find something that i don't fix, when i didn't even do anything at all. you just bring it up to turn it around on me, that's my fault. i thought i would be having a good regular day coming home to talk to you knowing you'll make my day much better. yes i noticed, AIM you don't like but its our only choice well mines. you're telling me you're handling, i don't even think you are in the way i thought you would handle it. you take things really.. i don't know, you jus really get mad. every little issue with you is hard to fix with you cos you continue and never stops.i'm always going to be here no matter how bad we're fighting but me and you, we butt heads but i'm dealing with you, are you? i'm trying not to cry anymore and jus let things go the way it should be between you and i. are you letting it? you expect alot me but im doing the best that i can and what i can give you. i chose you, because i know you can take care of me and realize every mistakes you make. sometimes, its even hard for you to even realize it, we have to go through a big crisis to get where we are about two times already, i don't think we need that, i mean yeah i called it, because you make me sad and i don't know what i should do anymore but i'm trying my best..no i'm doing my best to keep up with you. everything you do for me i appreciate, i mean everything. can you jus handle with the things we have right now, you chose me cos you love me and you fell for me, and i even asked you in the beginning can you handle what you're gona get? and you said yeah. after a while you told me you can't basically everything is up to you. everything is. i love you no matter what, just don't push me away don't make everything my fault, cos youre pointing it out and you want me to fix, im doing it when are you going to do your part and realize what youre saying to me? please undersatnd why im reminding how things are between us and how things were before till now.