Monday, July 6, 2009

its pretty

ridiculous, i know youre my mama but you can't always jus be on my a$$ about every single thing. i love you with all my heart, but lately you've just been on my case for the longest time, non-stop yes i know you jus want me to be safe and protected but i can take care of myself even though im not that great at doing it i know from right and wrong, plus im seventeen years old going on eighteen in about 6 months, i think its time to start being independent whether my decisions are wrong or right, i'll learn. you can't always agree on everything i do. its jus gahd, it doesn't stop like you're still tripping about the phone thing, and its been AWHILE! it never really stopped whether you heard me on the phone then when you come to me, you get mad when i was jus on for like 10mins tops. its freakin summer what do you expect me to do. i'm listening, not arguging. im jus trying to make the best of this summer but too bad i can't tell you this cos you'll make it sound so negative, and i make things so negative. we have our tough times i jus want to start doing my own thing, independent girl, mama. i wish i could tell you this but i don't think it will ever happen.. but who knows like i said i hope you'll come around like daddy did.

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