so this time last year, i was a complete mess, yeah sorry for bringing it up but it jus hit me how much i went through to move on yknow? getting into dumbshit.but whatevers. but sometimes i wonder am i going back to that AGAIN?! cos sometimes between me and him right now are literally, falling and falling hard. til one of us jus gives up, one day i won't let things slide cos i do it too much. when can i carry myself and let things go as they should?! bleh. my headhurts,i don't need no more heartaches ,please god.
anyways, schoooool in a month-ISH. fuck my life dot com. AHAHAH. but its okay if i wana get ahead i do it. so i decided so far saving some $$$ for a new phone, and after save more for baby's new ipod touch. (: yeah cos he's already spoiling me, and im going to spoil him equals happy HAHA so ive been bored out of my mind, literally four days past and im bored! not that this never knew cos i never get out but i havent made anyplans exactly, i jus thot if i jus get a plan i would go but that's not the case till i drive -__- the only plans ive gotten so far, is spend time with baby but don't know when, debut, alyssas&&janelle fridays(hopefully), janelle&alex's bonfire(MAYBE). sigh. welp everyone is getting off schoool this weeek, and this weird weather cos the damn sun isnt out is making me lazy as fuccck ive been in bed all mothafuckin day on this laptop.
WELP, summer should really really LITERALLY start sooon. even tho it started on thursday. (:
anyways, schoooool in a month-ISH. fuck my life dot com. AHAHAH. but its okay if i wana get ahead i do it. so i decided so far saving some $$$ for a new phone, and after save more for baby's new ipod touch. (: yeah cos he's already spoiling me, and im going to spoil him equals happy HAHA so ive been bored out of my mind, literally four days past and im bored! not that this never knew cos i never get out but i havent made anyplans exactly, i jus thot if i jus get a plan i would go but that's not the case till i drive -__- the only plans ive gotten so far, is spend time with baby but don't know when, debut, alyssas&&janelle fridays(hopefully), janelle&alex's bonfire(MAYBE). sigh. welp everyone is getting off schoool this weeek, and this weird weather cos the damn sun isnt out is making me lazy as fuccck ive been in bed all mothafuckin day on this laptop.
WELP, summer should really really LITERALLY start sooon. even tho it started on thursday. (:
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