why is everything happening this way? i thought we woulda moved forward by now? rene, ive been hurt so many times by you and i don tknow how much i can take, i do so much for you put up with everything. it jus hurts knowing that youre only crying cos you don't want me to leave when im crying about everything. you keep telling me youre not making me happy anymore well try, i'm still waiting. by this day, we've been fighthing every day, youve been having weird thoughts, feelings,vibes? where are all these coming from. i 've always asked you where are you getting this from and your answer is I DON'T KNOW, till now you tell that you think im going to betray you and your waiting for me to fuck up so we can break up? is that how your planning to leave me? and ive always asked two questions every day, and you lied to me every day knowing that you don't have doubts and that you do trust me but it comes out that you don't trust me and you do have doubts. honestly, why wait youre gona be hurt IF it does happen? yknow? im crying, putting up with all this BS, were not even close to trusting eachother. i trust you 100% and you? how come im doing so much for you in our relationship? i put so much effort and care for you and this is how you treat me? who gives a fuck about how many guy friends i have, its not gona change. you can't tell me who not talk to, when did you start taking over my life? yea i know your jealous but it doesnt mean for you get to get all mad and uptight. i honestly don't know what to do. i love you with all my heard, i want to leave but i can't. there's so many reasons for me to leave you a long time ago but i stayed strong for you and me and for both of us to have the healthiest relationship no more damn rollercoaster. i don't knoe what we really are? all i have to say, thanks for everything. i love you.
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