i could careless,maybe not

so have to be really honest now, like really i have to be honest to myself cos i hate keeping shit inside i rather write it all out here. i honestly don't know what to really say to you anymore, i'm always going to call you my bestfriend, but you've been getting mad and mad every fuckin week or something i mean like yeah you have your reasons but the reason why youre mad currently, is pretty stupid in my opinion like i can't even say anything cos it is what you think. i can't change your mind. i don't want to say anything and now i feel like i ve been starting to careless when your mad, cos all you do is get mad? and over this reason..i just think its really like -_____- i know you were trying to get somewhere but it really wasnt our fault. i love you and everything but what can i say to you now... like youve always told me youre always going to be right shore why not? but sometimes you can be wrong for this case. i know ive done my wrong disappointed you but it doesn't mean you have to keep getting mad, and i feel like im fading away from you but who knows what will happen. so well now i feel like im starting to not care whether you're mad at me or us but i'll always call you my bestfriend cos we've been through alot, i'm just waiting for you to come around.