i could careless,maybe not

so have to be really honest now, like really i have to be honest to myself cos i hate keeping shit inside i rather write it all out here. i honestly don't know what to really say to you anymore, i'm always going to call you my bestfriend, but you've been getting mad and mad every fuckin week or something i mean like yeah you have your reasons but the reason why youre mad currently, is pretty stupid in my opinion like i can't even say anything cos it is what you think. i can't change your mind. i don't want to say anything and now i feel like i ve been starting to careless when your mad, cos all you do is get mad? and over this reason..i just think its really like -_____- i know you were trying to get somewhere but it really wasnt our fault. i love you and everything but what can i say to you now... like youve always told me youre always going to be right shore why not? but sometimes you can be wrong for this case. i know ive done my wrong disappointed you but it doesn't mean you have to keep getting mad, and i feel like im fading away from you but who knows what will happen. so well now i feel like im starting to not care whether you're mad at me or us but i'll always call you my bestfriend cos we've been through alot, i'm just waiting for you to come around.

almost

im just really bored out of my mind right now so i decided to write some pointless things here. i'm so much relieved sinceee yahknoww noo not rene (: haha but something else. thanks to cressina(: but anywho, taking my driver license test sooon OMG. i'm freakin out. practice makes perfect and i drove at night for once! i'm so proud of myself. its amazing.
uhhhhhhhh my life is a rollercoaster but i dont really mind cos life is just full of it sometimes, i can't blame. blaaame it on the aaaaaaalcohol. (: oh i miss it, sometimes.
im seriously bored right now waiting for my baby to get home. mmm. tongue piercing this weeek?! yeahyeahyeahyeah!? if i have money HAHAH. and buying my baby his hat cos he's been complaining about it for like how long since we've started talking/dating and all of that. ups and down won't ruin us.
okay i think is really pointless but whatever. i still have to english homework make one more comic strip yay (: kbye.

irritation, yeah YOU

honestly, i don't know what to do with you. yeah we were really close but now you just irritate me like your some type of bug that constantly bugs the hell out of me. every morning, leme get your homework leme copy .. like WHEN THE FUCK DO YOU YOUR SHIT and GET CREDIT for doing your shit? youre the one that stop giving a shit. you were perfectly goood during first semester what makes you become so dumb and stupid? youre depending on other people to let you pass yeah people can't say no, cos thats just mean to say but THINK TWICE ABOUT IT and do your shit on your own.on the real pick your shit up by yourself cos others gotta help theirselves also. yeah, i still care but you need to straighten your shit out. i mean everyone askes for homework, like i don't mind you asking me now and then but if its everyday typa shit...it gets reaaal annoying especially you going through my backpack like i don't give a shit that you do or like its your shit that you can just go through anything.. thats reaally rude and you ignore me saying 'stop' all the time like wtf!?! thats why im not so close to you cos i find so many flaws in you that i thought you don't have alot but there's MANY and now its just reaally like -_________-. i do care still no matter, hands down but you just need to change up your actions cos honestly, everyone getting irritated cos you have the mentally of 'IDGAF', its pretty damn obvious. i miss you, and the friendship we had in the beginning but you just change in the most irritating ways, no one doesn't how you became so eh or well me.i wish i can say this all to you but i can't cos im too nicee to say this typa shit. im just hoping that it will stop sooon.

officially yours

april sixteenth two thousand&nine.

officially yours.i love you,baby.

takes two people to get into fight,takes two to become lovers,takes two to become one.

pointless

springbreak equals a bust.
i rather be at school right now.