i got 99 problems but a bitch aint one..

problems,problems its all i have. i have my girls problems my family problems my life problems and my "boyfriend" problem. today was jus a bad day for anything, i really shoulda stayed home and relaxed but i forced myself. the boy problem is getting out of hand. i don't know what to do or say to make things better. i cry i get mad what else? i never meant to ask that question in any way i jus had a thot of that question like question that jus random off the top of someones head. i know you love me, you know i love you but why can't you just know for the fact im HERE TO BE WITH YOU. i don't understand how your hurting so much when it was a question.i think i do but i think your jus taking really serious. honestly, iloveyou what ever you say or do or think ima let you. like i dont wana cry over anotehr guy thats giving up or im hurting him. cos really i just had enough of crying. we've been fighthing and fighting non-stop. when we fight i feel like im getting pushed away when im trying to fix things with you like, you dont want things fix you rather think to what your getting into with me? or what were fighting about. honestly, if we try to fix things together maybe we wouldn't be such mess. i like you, im not willing to loose you. i want to fix EVERYTHING UP, cause i know most of them is my fault they way i say things or do things. its jus hard the fact you take everything so seriously, yes i know your taking our relationship seriously so am i...im here with you because i think its time to try LOVE again with you. and when you told me i was about to end it, ima take "iloveyou" back, fuck that hurt so much and i felt like you were regretting it and it got me thinking but i knew you wouldnt since you told me"i love you too much, it would hurt me" then please donnt take it back i want i need it, i need you. im jus sorry for EVERYTHING,baby.i have alot to fix with you and hoping you'd let me. please come over in the morning, i wana hold you and kiss you and knowing the fact you wouldn't take anything back with me, you would continue... call me in the morning if anything please